Thursday, March 02, 2006

I don't know why..........

I was used to having somebody in my life since maybe 17. This may sound really stupid but it’s unbelievable how good it feels to say goodnight to somebody before you go to sleep. Right now, might be almost in a decade that I don’t have somebody to say that and it’s fucking hard to stomach the fact. The though of being lonely freeks me out. What’s even weirder is that I don’t want to have a relationship with the next potential chick I meet. I’m tired of meeting people. I’m tired of getting to know somebody all over again. I don’t want to get use to anybody again. It’s so fucking ironic that it’s funny.

3 comments:

prose said...

"Quit your wining you crazy pimhole, suck it up like a real man."

:D No I'm just joking, I couldn't help myself.

I know what you mean though, there should be an indicator that goes off when you meet the right person. It makes things far less painful.

sittingnut said...

life and ppl are hard work (with no indicators or rules to help one out). unless one enjoys the work required one will end up miserable.

Sampath said...

Hey,
Geting into a relationship for the sake of being in a relationship is the worst thing that you can do. You are bound to get hurt and hurt the other person as well.

But when you meet the right person, you will know from within you. You will not feel the need to get to know the other person, because you will feel as if you know her already.

You are doing the right thing. But just enjoy the company of the people around you. Just discover them without other intentions. You will find the right person.

There was a phasr in my life where I was pretty sure, I was never gonna meet the right person. But I did. Not through usual social interactions, but through my parents. And it worked.

There were a few adjustmenst that I had to make, so did she. But in the end a relationship is all about adapting.

And hey, I know the feeling of having some one to kiss good night and to wake up next to in the morning!